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King's Landing had not truly suited Daenerys when she was half-welcome there, and it suited her even less in the time that had followed Ned Stark's execution. He had been her only protector (and perhaps a grudging one at that) and his guardianship of her the only thing keeping her from being turned fully into the pawn she so dreaded being. It wasn't, she supposed, quite so horrible as the situation poor Sansa found herself in: she had gone through as many horrible things as balanced out the lovely ones she'd been promised when her family was still in the Baratheons' and Lannisters' good graces. She had never been in anyone's good graces, she had been in part a prisoner from the start, now the keys had just been given to a different, admittedly crueler, jailer.
It had always been hers to be polite and demure and apologetic, prove that her blood did not define her loyalty. It had always been hers to pretend where that loyalty did lie (and she had never truly been bothered by the Starks, they had always been, if not warm, then decent to her, but the withering glances she got at court -- to say nothing of the wild-eyed lustful ones -- were not a surprise either, and were not so hard to deflect). She had always been treated with suspicion, she had always been moved around. The talk nowadays was of marrying her off to a lord of the Lannisters' choosing, someone true to them who would temper any mild rebellious instincts that may appear (Lord Eddard had always been wary of allowing this, but now he could not stop it).
Until she was played, though, she stayed at court with the others. She wasn't often allowed to be properly alone, and she wasn't often allowed to keep private company with Sansa (who knew what they, daughters of a traitor and a madman, would dream up if unsupervised). She wasn't pampered (she was never pampered) but she wasn't kept uncomfortably. She also wasn't ignorant, though she was good at playing that up. As such, she knew it was only a matter of time before she received an invitation to be entertained by the new queen-to-be, the lithe and beautiful Rose of Highgarden.
It had always been hers to be polite and demure and apologetic, prove that her blood did not define her loyalty. It had always been hers to pretend where that loyalty did lie (and she had never truly been bothered by the Starks, they had always been, if not warm, then decent to her, but the withering glances she got at court -- to say nothing of the wild-eyed lustful ones -- were not a surprise either, and were not so hard to deflect). She had always been treated with suspicion, she had always been moved around. The talk nowadays was of marrying her off to a lord of the Lannisters' choosing, someone true to them who would temper any mild rebellious instincts that may appear (Lord Eddard had always been wary of allowing this, but now he could not stop it).
Until she was played, though, she stayed at court with the others. She wasn't often allowed to be properly alone, and she wasn't often allowed to keep private company with Sansa (who knew what they, daughters of a traitor and a madman, would dream up if unsupervised). She wasn't pampered (she was never pampered) but she wasn't kept uncomfortably. She also wasn't ignorant, though she was good at playing that up. As such, she knew it was only a matter of time before she received an invitation to be entertained by the new queen-to-be, the lithe and beautiful Rose of Highgarden.
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"Let me try," she demanded. "I don't want to be selfish."
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"Of course," she panted, "though I would never call you selfish.I will tell you, though, that you taste absolutely divine..."
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So very carefully she leaned to trail her lips down over Margaery's belly, looking up with wide eyes.
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Daenerys was quite possibly the only person Margaery truly wanted. She was not happy with Joffrey as a suitor -- that was political and he was a monster. She secretly hoped something terrible would befall him. Sansa was the only other one who had been kind to her without wishing anything in gain.
Daenerys wanted nothing nor sought anything. For this alone, she was someone honest -- something rare in Margaerys life, and she wanted to keep her closer. "Yes, please," she whispered again before adding, "You're so beautiful."
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This day, as wonderful as it was. She didn't know what tomorrow could bring, but right now, she was happy, and that was something worth treasuring.
So she took a deep breath before moving up to very gently kiss the flesh between Margaery's legs.
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"Don't.. thank me," she managed to tell Daenerys, but then all words were lost as her hips moved up to meet her mouth. The kiss was better than a lick or anything like that in a way; it was sweet and intimate. Tender.
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The only technique Daenerys had to draw from was what had been used on her in those rare instances she'd been tended to thus, but it was easy to make it up with Margaery's reactions and taste urging her on.
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And then Margaery lost all ability to truly think or speak. Moans, sounds came from her lips because apparently Daenaerys was quite excellent and a natural at this. Who would have thought?
She didn't think it was an honor, she wanted to tell her so, but all she could do was move her hips against her mouth, hands tangled in her hair almost forcing her back into place, as she spread open her legs wider for Daenaerys...
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Instead, though, she reached to grab onto either of Margaery's thighs, making tiny circles with her thumbs to mimic the ones her tongue was currently making over her nub. "So sweet," she whispered."
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Somehow the touch on her legs made her try to still for Daenerys, which was difficult considering that she was touching and tasting all the perfect spots on her body. Margaery moaned her name again and then bit her lip to quiet herself.
She wasn't afraid of being loud, just afraid of how terribly good it was and how it could possibly be far more intense than she had originally planned...
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But she could sense Margaery's momentary hesitance, and so she lifted her head just slightly and whispered, "Is everything all right?"
After all, that was the concern.
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And Margaery just didn't beg for anything, not typically, but seven hells, she'd beg for Daenerys and her mouth and hands and yes, she thinks, yes anything, yes please, yes in my bed, yes will you stay?
Could she somehow get our of marrying Joffrey and stay with Daenerys instead? Bring her home to Highgarden, where their relationship would not seem as strange as it would here? Would Daenerys even wish it?
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And gods, how the entire rest of the world seemed to disappear when she was tangled up with Margaery like this. How peaceful she felt, how pleased and pleasing she felt in turn. She'd never jump to thinking this was any more than a brief reprieve (she was too far down the path to think that way) but if it was suggested, she would jump to letting it be fulfilled as best she could manage.
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Once she had a more clear head, she might ask Daenerys anyway...
Right at this moment, though, she couldn't think. She only felt, moved, moaned, grabbed the silvery hair within reach and gasped out her name...
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She whimpered when Margaery's hands found her hair, tugged against her for the extra bit of force as she kept at it, tracing shapes against Margaery's center with her tongue.
"Please," she whispered.
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And the whispered "please" was all that was needed t send Margaery over the edge, her fingers tightening into the silvery strands of hair as Daenerys worked magic with her tongue somehow. Margaery tried not to hurt Daenerys but her hips lifted up, trying to get closer to the sweet wetness, the softness/hardness against her center, and she cried out Daenerys' name as her legs shook. Her mind went blank as she tried to come back to her body and her being but she doubted it worked.
She was lost to this beautiful woman, and glad of it.
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Daenerys was so caught up in the moment that she had to remind herself to take a breath, to loosen her grip on Margaery's legs, to pull back just enough.
Everything about this felt perfect to her, and she was suddenly too deathly afraid to lose that that all she could manage to say was, "All right?"
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It took her a moment to recover, and then she gave a half-smirk, very lazy and pleased smile to Daenerys.
"Oh yes. It's perfect. You are perfect." Margaery moved to get closer to Daenerys and sit upright, pulling her tighter until their lips touched and she could taste herself on her mouth.
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But it was meant as a compliment, and she understood that, so after a moment she nuzzled at Margaery's throat and added, "Thank you, though."
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It was one of her infamous "looks", but she meant it this time.
"Now, you'll tell me exactly why I cannot compliment you so if I choose to." It wasn't a question.
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"I appreciate your saying it," she finally managed. "I just find it difficult to see myself so, I suppose."
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"Could... could you explain to me why you believe that to be so?"
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So finally, very quietly, leaning into Margaery how she could, she attempted, "All my life, I've known what -- what it was I came from, and the ways that it made me somehow wrong or different. Even if nobody said it I'd have known."
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Margaery was truly puzzled. There were several people she knew that she would call "wrong" (Joffrey being one of them) but Daenerys had never been one of those...
"Do you mean, this? Us? Being together, being intimate?"
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That was true, in the abstract sense. That she'd been intimate with the future queen of the realm was perhaps not something she wanted known, but while she knew many considered lying with someone of one's own sex a sin, theirs were irrelevant opinions to her.
But that reassurance given, she had to turn to the other matter. "It's -- my family, they'd fallen out of fashion, as it were," she murmured. "Out of their minds, to hear tell. There's always someone looking at me wondering if I'm one of the mad ones. Always growing up there was someone looking at me thinking I didn't really belong there."
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